There are no words I could
possibly employ to encapsulate the true essence of your beauty.
For everything you have
done for me, I’d like to thank you from the very bottom of my heart, from every
square inch of my soul. You are everything someone looks for in a friend; there
are simply no faults about your character. You are, and I cannot stress this
enough, the epitome of what it means to be a perfect friend.
I know that we have had a
few hardships but getting through them together was the push I needed to be
able to see that we were destined for something amazing. I will hold onto this
notion and apprize it with every molecule in my body!
There has only ever been
one person who was able to write down words and make them dance on a page
playfully, leeching into my very soul bringing about nothing except pure
happiness - until I met you. Every single word you’ve said and written always
encloses me in a bubble where I can be in total and complete happiness. You’ve
genuinely made me happy and for that, I cannot thank you enough. I had never
thought that I could be that happy but you overcame that threshold and took
happiness to a whole new level.
I know that we had plans
and now that you’re gone, I’m probably never even going to attempt to do any of
those things we set out to do. It pains me an awful lot to know that you are
not going to be the one to experience it with. I don’t blame you for what you
have done; there are just some things in life that cannot be helped (I just
wished that I could have done something). This really has been an unforeseen
turn of events. I can’t say that I forgive you for what you’ve done, but I
can’t be angry with you either. I don’t think I’ll come to terms with this for
a while and will be dead for quite some time. You really have had a huge impact
on my life and I’m so glad that I had the opportunity to meet one of the most
amazing souls anyone could ever imagine.
I can’t really bring
myself to say anything more about you. But mind you, I love you and I always
will; there is no doubt about it.