Long gone

It's been a little over three months since you've gone. I'm not going to lie; it's been tough. Emotional mayhem took its toll and got the best of me. These last few months have been hell and I'm still trying to find my way out of this train-wreck.
Why did you have to leave?

Doubt thou that stars are fire;
Doubt thou that the sun doth move;
Doubt the truth to be a liar;
But never doubt that I love.

I sit here day after day, composing a series of letters to a figure whose presence no longer exists in this world.