Right now.

It's just hit me and I wish that it were all a dream.
I don't want to be apart from you any more.
It's inevitable, I know.
Soon enough.

Dilemma.

As each day passes by, the distance between escalates and nothing seems to be able to pull us back together. All this effort isn't enough to close the distance between us. Is this battle I'm fighting one that is already at a loss? My mind is telling me this is broken and the mess isn't worth the effort. My heart however, begs to differ. It is telling me to not give up or you'll spend an eternity pining over what could have been. This mess can be cleaned up, this downfall is worth the pain. That all of this is worth the suffering, it's worth fixing. But no matter how much I've sacrificed, it is just never enough. What more is there left to do when you've given your utmost best? I'm running out of time.. We're running out of time.

Expectations.

Someone will always have certain expectations of you. Whether you choose to abide by these or not is completely up to you. Just do the right thing.

All you need is you.

People may not support your ambitions ever or they may even tell you that you are incapable of achieving them. But no matter what happens, stay true to yourself and do not let anyone shape your future.
If your heart is set on it and you have a game plan, there should not be anything stopping you. Sure, there will be a few obstacles along the way or you might even have to take the long way around, but as long as your intentions are clear, you will conquer your dream. It takes hard work, persistence and patience. (Don't get crazy though. If you know it is completely out of the picture, then keep dreaming :P!)
Your dreams are yours, do not get caught up in living in the dreams of others.

With or without.

Either way, I'm miserable. I'd rather be miserable with you than have to live without you.

Game on!

I will not lose myself in this unmitigated disaster and, no way in hell am I going to lose you.

Back to square one.

One of my downfalls is my inability to stand up for myself when it comes to you. You're walking all over me, you're stringing me along and I'm letting you; I'm continually letting myself get fucked over because I care so goddamn much about you. I know I'm better than this, but my heart won't let me be.

An enigma.

Her everything is his something.
She will never be good enough for him.

Dysphoria.

It's demanding
it's disappointing
it's deceiving
it's life.

Man the fuck up.

Dammit.

It hurts so unbearably much. You make me miserable.

Altruistic.

Driven by this desire to satisfy your expectations of me, I'm losing myself in this process. You are changing the person I want to be into a person you need me to be. I am entitled to my own freedom, but because I'm so caught up with trying to make it all okay, I oblige. I can't do this alone.