22.4.11
Dilemma.
As each day passes by, the distance between escalates and nothing seems to be able to pull us back together. All this effort isn't enough to close the distance between us. Is this battle I'm fighting one that is already at a loss? My mind is telling me this is broken and the mess isn't worth the effort. My heart however, begs to differ. It is telling me to not give up or you'll spend an eternity pining over what could have been. This mess can be cleaned up, this downfall is worth the pain. That all of this is worth the suffering, it's worth fixing. But no matter how much I've sacrificed, it is just never enough. What more is there left to do when you've given your utmost best? I'm running out of time.. We're running out of time.