I meant every word.
I'm never (ever) going to leave you, I'll always be there to help you, that I'll always love you. (Even if I'm not meant to, even if I'm not allowed.) I ever so do want to be the one to help you up when you fall, protect you from the violent storms, help you carry your worries when you get tired of walking.
This can't be it.
I won't believe it.
I don't want it to end.
This isn't how I want it to end..