This concept of distance was so foreign to me. But I caved last night. I thought the feelings that came hand in hand with distance were now obsolete. But now here I am, missing you and everything a part of you, and I'm fighting the pain of not having you here with me. Missing you is the hardest thing I've ever had to do (quite pathetic, I know) and just to have to go through it again is making me want to rip my mind out. I'm going insane.