Now what?

One can't help but wonder, because that's what the mind likes to do. It takes us on adventures; ones we would love to have and even ones we would have never even dreamed of (the tormented ones our minds construct for itself). I wonder, I think and I contemplate, how it is and what we did over these many years to make it work. And we did - we made it work. But now that I'm here, what I thought was going to be the unity of everything we have ever dreamed of, reality begs to differ. I'm being engulfed by all these dreams I have at night and I'm drowning in my own fears. "No matter what, we'll make it work." Our entire lives (together) has been based on that one single concept. It let us thrive in times when things felt as though they were crumbling and it enabled us chase after our goal. And with that, we've tackled down and obliterated all barriers that stood in our way. But here we are today, living two separate worlds, two distinct entities. I'm here and you're there and now I'm wondering, "How will we make it work?"