WHERE DOES THE GOOD GO?

Exhausted of all other options. It's now a matter of having the will to take things as they are, to face them as they are, and hope that it'll all be worth it.

WASTED EFFORT.

I sat there staring at my wall as the rain splattered its melodic rhythm against the glass of the window as I replayed the image of you walking through the gates into another world. If I could relive the last three years and three months, if I could relive that moment right before you left my world, I would; I would do it all again to try and make you stay and I would have tried harder to show you how much I love you. But those times are gone; we are gone and the brutal fact is that there is now nothing I can do to change any part of it. Reality has it, is that we are as good as the raindrops that fall to the ground dissipating into fragmented shards as it does. I wish this were all a dream...if only it were all a dream.

And here I have it, half of my life in my hands.

And with the remains, it is building over me forming a tower from bricks concocted of self doubt and melancholy. Hope is streaming down my face, time is slipping through my fingertips and there is nothing I can do to hold onto it any longer. (This is beyond any remedy time can manufacture.)

COULDA, SHOULDA, WOULDA!

I'm on a quest and I'm in search of something that will keep me going for the rest of this year because really, this year is all I have. Well, whatever's left of it anyway. I don't want to look back at yesterday thinking I could have done more. I want to prove to myself that I can do it and that your dreams are within reach. All I need to do is work at it, work for it and not let go of it.

CHASE THE DREAM.

Whatever path you decide to embark on in the future or whatever goals you set out to attain, you will succeed and achieve things beyond what you think you are a capable of. Stay focused, determined and don't forget to have a little fun. Chase the dream and never give up.
(Just a thought)