And I promise you I never will.

Lonely souls.

If I could turn back the hands of time, I'd go back to that last time we saw each other. I'd try to make it better for you, I'd try to make you stay, I'd try to make you happier.
Was it not enough that I gave you my best? I don't really know how I could have done it differently. I gave you my all to try and turn it all around for you. I put you on the pedestal. I loved you wholeheartedly.
You've taken a chunk of my world away from me and it will forever remain a void destined to be empty. I'm going through hell as I walk these streets alone. I struggle to think, feel, breathe. When you needed me most, I was always there within a heartbeat. Now I need you to reciprocate it all back to me. I need you.. But you're only a dream.

Can't fight this.

I still cry over the loss of you.
I'm trying to contain myself in the places I find myself, but all I want to do is scream and shout.
I want you back, I want you here.

Wherever you are and whatever you may be doing, I hope you're happier than you ever were here.

Things that make me happy.

• Rameses B
• Mrsuicidesheep
• Literature
• OB crew
• Thoughts of you
• Almost instant replies to text messages
• Walking anywhere and everywhere
• Coffee and all that it entails

I hesitate.

When I see or even think of you, there is nothing that prevents the tears from falling.
It hurts too much to even think of all our broken dreams and unfulfilled promises. I miss you so much; Why did you have to leave?