28.6.11

It doesn't have to be this way.

And right now, I'm feeling the sadness of not being able to talk to you. My mind is making me miss you more than ever and the repercussions are starting to become evident. However, maybe this distance between us isn't a bad thing. Maybe this is exactly what we need; something to ignite the feeling of what it is like to not have each other. Maybe we will learn from our mistakes and when we come out of this tunnel of heartache and misery, everything will be a whole lot better. Maybe, just maybe. But this isn't what I want.