However

I envisioned a life with you; never without. Yesterday night made all things possible. We were so close to having the life, living the life we had dreamed of together. But nonetheless, reality has stripped me of all my hopes of what could have been.

This has crippled me; it has left me paralysed and trapped.

TOD

I don't want to be here long enough to sit and watch everything spiral out of control.

Get out of my life. Get out of my life. Get out of my life.

Simple, but not easy.

I wished I could have had that life with you.