All my fragile strength is gone.

You're beginning to blend in with the rest of the colours, it is becoming ever so difficult to distinguish your individual shade. I told myself that I wouldn't let this wouldn't happen, that I would never let it happen. But as time turns the page, my damned self is getting lost further and further while trying to chase down of what could only be the remnants of you. Unsure of what I'm getting myself into, I am gradually drawing myself closer to a life no one would see fit. I try to fight hard, draining every bit of energy left on me as I seek for the possibilities to have you stay in my life for as long as god will let me.
I never wanted to forget, and now I'm too scared to move on.

I thought that I was strong

It's just another lonely day, no different from any other.

Truth is

My heart will always belong to you. I have always loved you and I never will stop loving you.

CONFESSION1

I can't stop thinking about you.

Whispers of a ghost.

I've told myself countless times to move on and be happy. How can that be so when you were the roots of my happiness? I know it sounds stupid to still be crying over this when we parted a little over seven months ago. But I can't help it, I can't help myself. Tears that fall for you, desperation that can only be cured by you, pain that is caused by you are the only things that allow me to still feel you.
How fucked up is this.