Conjecture.

Some claim that dreams are better than the reality we live in, but I beg to differ.
Dreams, in essence, are a manifestation of our subconscious' desires. Dreaming these things we long for, provides us with this feeling of success, hope and satisfaction. It may all seem to be euphoric and tranquilising, but the accomplishment dreams bring about, come hand in and with a major downfall; dreams are scripted, predetermined. It's as though we are trapped, confined in this dimension we cannot escape no matter how much we struggle and try to inch away from it. We are paralysed in a world our minds have stewed up for ourselves. Reality however, provides us with mobility, liberty, the power to make choices and decisions. And if we play our cards right and learn from mistakes we make along the way, results in the true notion of success, hope, satisfaction and accomplishment. The concept of reality lets us map out our own lives; make what we want of it. And that I guess, could be deemed the true beauty of reality.

FOREVER YOURS.

I mean, we all tend to travel in the same circle of family, friends, even enemies throughout our various lives. And that’s why our souls recognise each other; So we can keep finding each other. That’s what soul mates mean.

WHO ARE WE KIDDING?

As a matter of fact, there's never usually a reason at all. Good, bad or otherwise.

13 years and for what?

- A number.
Who would have ever thought my life would be pinned down and determined by a number. I know that this number will eventually be nothing more than a few figures somewhere down the line, but right now it holds the power to destroy me and my dreams or let something amazing come out of it. Although moping around and stressing over something that is completely beyond my control, which was once in fact in my control, won't really change anything. I guess in the end, there really isn't anyone I can blame except me.

FAME AND FORTUNE.

Actors and actresses spend their whole lives, or whatever of it, 'pretending' to be someone else. I've always wondered that in the process of wearing the identity of someone else, do they lose connection with the person they are? Or perhaps, is it that we never truly come to learn the identity of the person they really are because we get sucked into believing that the character they star as in movies or sitcoms is the person they are? Thus, upon viewing their interviews, the person they choose to sport really isn't them but rather, it is a concealed person leaving us lost in the dark, unable to pinpoint the nature or person they are after having seen them behind this mask hey have put on for society to see. Having said that, maybe the same can be said about celebrities, just to be a little broader. They are, what society deems, 'idols'. So they too, have to confine themselves as a whole, into this physical embodiment of what society has considered and concocted to be the definition of an 'idol'. Maybe fame and fortune after all, isn't that great. I mean, not being able to be yourself and perhaps even losing yourself in the process of confinement and 'fraud' comes at a big price.