You were the last person who i thought could ever hurt me.

I didn't want to need you. But I've let myself down yet again; I've let myself fall into that trap of longing. This was the last place I ever wanted to be in with you. I'm choking.. but I'm going to just going to go by and pretend that nothing's wrong.

You've left me nothing with more than a sense of self worthlessness. What we had was toxic and i cannot believe i had let you shaped me into the person i am today. It was a mistake to have ever let you step foot into my life.

Smitten

There I stood, frozen in disbelief. To hear those words, the very few that bestow the power to etch what could feel like indefinite happiness (far beyond than what the mind could ever dream of) echoed in the surrounding darkness. As you gazed deeply into my eyes, nothing more than the truth was revealed in that moment of a split second.

Empty

I'm letting this get the best of me. It has consumed all that I have left in  me to fight.