I'm sad. It hurts. But I don't want to be miserable anymore.

moving on

It's one tragedy to say that you will never love me like you use to, it's an even greater tragedy to know that you will never love me any better than you do now.

However

I envisioned a life with you; never without. Yesterday night made all things possible. We were so close to having the life, living the life we had dreamed of together. But nonetheless, reality has stripped me of all my hopes of what could have been.

This has crippled me; it has left me paralysed and trapped.

TOD

I don't want to be here long enough to sit and watch everything spiral out of control.