11.4.13

You know who you are.

I NEED YOUUUUUUUUUU.

10.4.13

Ease

Things I could really do with right now:
  1. Murakami novels (ALL OF THEM)
  2. Triumphant trio
  3. Tea (Green tea specically)
  4. Snuggles and cuddles
  5. Sunny (You fag.)
  6. Some oranges

7.4.13

From the very bottom of my heart, I'd like to thank you


- For every time you have fucked me over. Your efforts have been more than helpful and your presence through all the hardships has been the beacon of light in my life. You've offered me just the right amount of helpfulness needed.

- For every time you've never stuck with your promises. It's nice to know you meant every little bit of it and I cannot be more grateful for never having you live up to your word. It's really helped shaped the person I am today and for that, I cannot thank you enough.

- For every time you've never told me how much this means to you, you've swept me off my feet. It's what every girl wishes for; knowing that you mean absolutely fuck all to that someone else.

- For every time you've been a better friend than boyfriend. Bros before hoes? Understandable. But when it's time after time for a fucking game, it really goes to show that you are a true friend and a pathetic (for a better lack of a word) boyfriend. So for all those fucking lonely nights you've left me for, thank you. Thank you for showing me where I stand in your life. I feel so absolutely fucking special.

What I don't understand is why you can't see what you're doing. Do you get some weird kick out of seeing people suffer as you destroy every bit of good that they manage to cling onto? Maybe I'm being a little narrow-minded because my judgement is hindered by my hatred. But for crying out loud, this isn't just a one off thing. It's happened countless times over and over and over and over again. So forgive me if this is a little too much to be angry over.

Okay, so why the fuck am I even doing this to myself?
Fuck you, fuck me, fuck this.

(I've really got to stop ranting.)

F U, f u very very much.

Since when did you become this low of a person? Where the hell did you go wrong? You've practically had all the best things at life given to you and without any hesitation and nothing to offer in return, you've taken every little fucking thing. To turn your back on everything with not even a second glance, I could honestly say that you're fucked and heading for a big fat slap-in-the-face downfall. You are the most pretentious, arrogant and selfish person I've ever met.
Good luck getting out of your hole, you shit-face.

4.4.13

Tone

You're all I've ever needed, you're all I've ever wanted.
Bottom line is, I can't live without you.

TRIUMPHANT TRIO, WHAT UP?